Tuesday, March 24, 2009

YaBeDAbEdo00!!!!

Dear blogie...

yesterday is my final presentation day for BEL492...

I sleep late the nite before because I'm so nervous for the next day presentation...

I keep review my preparation outline and my slide show to see if there anything that I left behind... At 2:30 in the morning I stop and I go to sleep... I pray that tomorrow will be a fine and a lucky day for me...

I wake early than usually that morning because I am so nervous!! only God know how am I feeling at that moment because I am the first person who's going to present...last presentation I've done badly and I don't want it happens again...After performed my solat, I'm wearing my KILLER dress...which actually not very killer la...hehehe...


All my friends who going to present are not coming to the the HR class because they are busy preparing for the presentation...omg!!! I'm not totally ready too..but what can I do....

I really don't want make my self stress anymore...I will just present what ever I have prepared...


At noon...I try to do my final review...at last minute, I've got problem with my video which I'm going to show the example on physical harassment. I can't opened it...I feeling so depressed at the moment...I really don't want to think about it anym0re!!! I just tawakal to Allah and pray that every thing will be ok and I hope that I get good marks and better marks from the last presentation....Aamin...


I start my presentation smoothly but at the same time music that I put at my slide show didn't work out!!! I don't want to think about it anymore!!! I'll try to be calm and continue my presentation...but in my heart only God knows how am I feeling...huhu....=(


At last...the moment that I wait for whole my life has come!!! I've completed my presentation!!! yaBEdaBEdo00!!!!

hehehe...I feel released..."LEGANYA"...half of stress in my head are halfly gone forever...!!

I've done my best and I 'll hope that I'll get good2 marks for my final presentation...It is very important for me...InsyaAllah...

2 comments:

  1. hye...me kbm tu!!!!!
    u r my senior!!!!
    well...gud luck...

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